So this month was pretty much a blur to me. I don't really remember much because I haven't really done anything memorable. We had fall break, which was great I guess, but all I did was stay home and go to work. I guess the most interesting thing about this month was this new guy we hired at work got fired because he was just so frustrating to work with. He was working at the store for a month and yet we had to teach him everything over and over again. I've been stressed for a while because of college, financial aid, and just getting ready to graduate. We also got our grades yesterday and I'm not too happy about it because I've been lacking. Although it really doesn't look that bad.
So things I want to improve on would be my lazyness. I have been slacking off for too long, and I need to find my motivation in life again. Part of it is because of my depression, and I just don't care anymore. Dealing with depression sucks. Because of it I haven't been challenging myself with school. And that's where my advice comes in. TRY YOUR BEST IN SCHOOL. Doesn't matter if you really hate going to school, or you hate the class, or the teacher, just do it to your best ability. I didn't really try my hardest, and I knew I could do better. I let myself get distracted, and having depression worsened it. But now that I'm trying to get my life together, I regret it. Like if I just put what was left of my effort when I was at my lowest, it would have been fine. But I didn't.
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